# EVERYONE FEELS WEIRD
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>_<center><div class="info"> [[Mei]] ✦ Entry 7 ✦ 12/03/4361</div></center>_
>**<center>[[Session 28]] - The Last Drop</center>**
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><div class="mei"><center>Hirotashi the 6th, Swordsday</center>
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>Dear diary,
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>It was nice seeing Chén sî.
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>She got me some gifts, she cut my vegetables into bit sized pieces, she brushed my hair and she told me about Arthur.
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>He is on his way, she said. Said he threw a fuss when the Starfinder didn't arrive.
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>I didn't think about that, about how a crashed ship would lead to a missed arrival. I suppose it's more I didn't think anyone would've done much about it, since we've been 'missing' for weeks. But Chén said he left the same day. Said he grabbed his sword and the first horse he could find, and set to find me. Not the ship, but me.
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>I think maybe my mother told him to do that. Or maybe the dowry was too nice. Maybe he thinks 'rescuing' me would make him a hero. Maybe he thinks doing this will make me like him more.
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>I don't know why everyone keeps treating me the same, trying to baby me or rescue me. Maybe it's because I'd die otherwise. I wish I was smart enough to know what I think, and to be able to say it or write it. I think I'm scared, but it doesn't feel like all the other times I've been scared. Would be useless, anyway, not like I would even be able to hold on to any thought for too long, with my "memory" problems.
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>Everyone feels weird. They're feeling weird. I can see it. I'm feeling weird too, I guess.
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>I hope it goes away soon.
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>Hirotashi the 6th, Swordsday
>
>Dear diary,
>
>It was nice seeing Chén sî.
>
>She got me some gifts, she cut my vegetables into bit sized pieces, she brushed my hair and she told me about Arthur.
>
>He is on his way, she said. Said he threw a fuss when the Starfinder didn't arrive.
>
>I didn't think about that, about how a crashed ship would lead to a missed arrival. I suppose it's more I didn't think anyone would've done much about it, since we've been 'missing' for weeks. But Chén said he left the same day. Said he grabbed his sword and the first horse he could find, and set to find me. Not the ship, but me.
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>I think maybe my mother told him to do that. Or maybe the dowry was too nice. Maybe he thinks 'rescuing' me would make him a hero. Maybe he thinks doing this will make me like him more.
>
>I don't know why everyone keeps treating me the same, trying to baby me or rescue me. Maybe it's because I'd die otherwise. I wish I was smart enough to know what I think, and to be able to say it or write it. I think I'm scared, but it doesn't feel like all the other times I've been scared. Would be useless, anyway, not like I would even be able to hold on to any thought for too long, with my "memory" problems.
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>Everyone feels weird. They're feeling weird. I can see it. I'm feeling weird too, I guess.
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>I hope it goes away soon.
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