# Continuing to Beat
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>**<center>[[Session 22]] - Spirits Unheard</center>**
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><div class="vindarr">02/02/4361
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>You would've liked this, I think. Most of it, anyway. I thought a few times of sending you a letter but, frankly, I wouldn't know what to say. Not that you'd read it, and not that I'd think less of you for not, but the stupid idea was still compelling nonetheless.
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>I don't know if you'd have liked the friends I've made, but I suppose I also didn't think I'd like them much to begin with. ~~Time is a funny thing.~~
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>You would've loved the merfolk, and the turtle, and the fiend-slaying. I can't imagine you would've liked the trudging through foul water but you would've loved killing the bloody langer (pardon my Fortumian) probably as much as I did - or, more accurately, Izre did.
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>It reminded me of this one time, when Helena and I were up by the coast of Pherisos (I think you'd like Helena - pray tell she's alive), where we were stationed up near Tarene. Seeing the Kuo-Toa jump from the waters sort of reminded me of the dolphins there. I would take you there, if I had the chance.
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>I'll be in New Dawnhold soon. It's always been hard but it's getting harder. Some days, my motivation drags its feet, and I have to talk my heart into continuing to beat. Regardless, I can't die yet, and certainly not now in this glorified sewer.
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>Just a month (or three), and then it'll be over. I hope with all my heart it's not the last thing I do in Élysee.</div>
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> 02/02/4361
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>You would've liked this, I think. Most of it, anyway. I thought a few times of sending you a letter but, frankly, I wouldn't know what to say. Not that you'd read it, and not that I'd think less of you for not, but the stupid idea was still compelling nonetheless.
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>I don't know if you'd have liked the friends I've made, but I suppose I also didn't think I'd like them much to begin with. ~~Time is a funny thing.~~
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>You would've loved the merfolk, and the turtle, and the fiend-slaying. I can't imagine you would've liked the trudging through foul water but you would've loved killing the bloody langer (pardon my Fortumian) probably as much as I did - or, more accurately, Izre did.
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>It reminded me of this one time, when Helena and I were up by the coast of Pherisos (I think you'd like Helena - pray tell she's alive), where we were stationed up near Tarene. Seeing the Kuo-Toa jump from the waters sort of reminded me of the dolphins there. I would take you there, if I had the chance.
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>I'll be in New Dawnhold soon. It's always been hard but it's getting harder. Some days, my motivation drags its feet, and I have to talk my heart into continuing to beat. Regardless, I can't die yet, and certainly not now in this glorified sewer.
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>Just a month (or three), and then it'll be over. I hope with all my heart it's not the last thing I do in Élysee.
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